i've been silly. that i know too well.
D : "i kind of liked you back then"that was 2 years ago? and that just makes everything more screwed up than it already is. i think i will just be ignoring that. so, you can continue talking to me if you have something else to talk to me abt
it's a New Year yet again. last year, we hid away from the world and thought we were happy that way. this year, we joined them and i had fun.
i dont quite rmb much. all i recall was waiting outside starbucks for the fireworks, running into KF and Zhuan and then Chris in the morning, the nasty pain, getting my heel stuck in the pavement again, talking to ray briefly abt As and white men. and i recall him replying with
"another place, another time" to one of my qns. and somehow, that phrase seems a little too familiar but i cant seem to recollect where i've seen or heard it. but i somewhat think i'm supposed to.
sitting at some random pub, listening to random music that i mostly could not comprehend was rather amusing. except when we drank a little too much and became overly maudlin.
i was supposed to meet mich or c. but i so happened to forget and only saw the messages and missed calls when it was too late. and i think i should have gone. instead, i went along and they snucked me into the cinema where i found myself waking up next to ray and benson.
i'm really glad for all those who were there. those who have always been there.
he always make me tongue-tied and at a loss for words even after knowing him for such a long while. it's disastrously embarrassing.