Thursday, August 31, 2006
like lovers not.
everyone's a selective romantic. there is really no such thing as absolute romanticism, contrary to popular belief. but there is unity in movement and thought.
yesterday, i rescued Des from a dress monster, promised Mich i would bind my chest and be her man if the need arises and had the aircon throw up gallons of water on my head.
right at home, this is the familiar time of voluntary wake up calls to an unwilling sleepyhead, random phone calls of various debates unrelated to academics and cups of coffee. not because it happens at every certain time of the year but because it happens. with someone who cares.
that day, while preparing the route for the outdoor activity for camp, we disgressed a little and fumbled around childhood memories of lego sets.
darn, i wish i have photoshop.
we look so yellow.
yesterday, i rescued Des from a dress monster, promised Mich i would bind my chest and be her man if the need arises and had the aircon throw up gallons of water on my head.
right at home, this is the familiar time of voluntary wake up calls to an unwilling sleepyhead, random phone calls of various debates unrelated to academics and cups of coffee. not because it happens at every certain time of the year but because it happens. with someone who cares.
that day, while preparing the route for the outdoor activity for camp, we disgressed a little and fumbled around childhood memories of lego sets.
darn, i wish i have photoshop.
we look so yellow.
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
history books forgot about us.
been having a tummyache since dinner at 12am this morning. oh boy.
since my birthday wish is coming true, i guess i can talk about it. (since it's believed that wishes dont come true if u talk about them) i wished those around me would be happy and that mich's dad would get a job. well, vicki is happy with danii (although we may seem boiled up with envy due to much cynicism and paranoia - okay, i'm the paranoid one. but we really are happy for her.) des seems contented with her infatuation, mich's dad found a job although it may not exactly be what he is looking for but well, it's better than nothing. and well, for the rest of the people, i've got to see them before i know but it's pleasing to know that wishes do to a certain extent, come true.
i need a big hug and a good back rub.
i like going for tuition, in spite of the fact that it means making a fool out of myself - exhibiting my incapability of giving intelligent answers in front of a whole class of people whose names i dont know, sitting next to random people, risk getting stranded in Orchard when i'm supposed to be at home mugging my ass off.. well, b. lim makes economics fun. (:
there's so many things i cant wait to do once this is over.
i forgot how good it feels to have someone there for me.
bel : thanks honey. i cant wait to see u guys again. (:
nas : love u too! study hard but dont burn out. i know u'll do well.
vicki : HOW CAN C-S-A by even associated with enjoyment?! despite the fact that i felt a little better after my tuition tcher explained it and i got it, i still dislike it. numbers..
des : i definitely agree with you. i guess we're spethal after all. in many ways. (:
since my birthday wish is coming true, i guess i can talk about it. (since it's believed that wishes dont come true if u talk about them) i wished those around me would be happy and that mich's dad would get a job. well, vicki is happy with danii (although we may seem boiled up with envy due to much cynicism and paranoia - okay, i'm the paranoid one. but we really are happy for her.) des seems contented with her infatuation, mich's dad found a job although it may not exactly be what he is looking for but well, it's better than nothing. and well, for the rest of the people, i've got to see them before i know but it's pleasing to know that wishes do to a certain extent, come true.
i need a big hug and a good back rub.
i like going for tuition, in spite of the fact that it means making a fool out of myself - exhibiting my incapability of giving intelligent answers in front of a whole class of people whose names i dont know, sitting next to random people, risk getting stranded in Orchard when i'm supposed to be at home mugging my ass off.. well, b. lim makes economics fun. (:
there's so many things i cant wait to do once this is over.
i forgot how good it feels to have someone there for me.
bel : thanks honey. i cant wait to see u guys again. (:
nas : love u too! study hard but dont burn out. i know u'll do well.
vicki : HOW CAN C-S-A by even associated with enjoyment?! despite the fact that i felt a little better after my tuition tcher explained it and i got it, i still dislike it. numbers..
des : i definitely agree with you. i guess we're spethal after all. in many ways. (:
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
studied at Starbucks again and this time both of us stayed there from 1pm to 6pm before breaking for dinner and returning a while later, studying til 10+. the staff offered us mooncakes and their special, Pumpkin Spice Latte though i dont think i looked like i was remotely going to be a customer of their unconventionally flavoured cakes and coffee as i am a pretty conservative person or perhaps one who is reluctant to break out of my comfort circle.
we talked a little.. too much actually. i was reminded about the time i got slightly drunk and the time i was grotesquely drunk, staring down at the mixture of my dinner and whiskey(with green tea) that i threw up.
that aside,
i am getting worried and having problems calculating comparative shit advantage. but not exactly doing enough constructive work and randomly drawing smiley faces all over.
i really wished d. was more like him. just a little. and i wish i was too.
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
singing my hotel song
this lady accompanied me as i tried to do constructive work today.
it was a rather conducive environment at Starbucks as i tried to study with zhihan and a new friend.
hope everyone is working hard and able to achieve what they're working for.
If I kiss you where it’s sore
Will you feel better
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Friday, August 18, 2006
i didnt know what to say to make you feel better. i guess it was because i never was really as close to you as i thought i was. i'm sure things arent that bad now for her and for you as well. i hope you wont crumble under all the pressure and unhappiness and be strong through everything.
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
there's not much chance i'll be at SAJC's graduation night. there's no way i'm gonna let the school exhort more money out of me. and i definitely would not want to put myself through all that trouble. why pay all that money to sit there watching people have fun.
yesterday, mich compared all of us to Disney characters and we're gonna have a Disney day some day. she associated me with Snow White. well, it's not because i have those snow white skin and beautiful rose red lips, but because i like small people (notably kids) and i probably can fit into the short dwarf-sh home. the first part makes it sound like i'm paedophilic which i absolutely am not though i'm fond of kids. and well, the only familiarity between me and Snow White is that i like apples too. on an afterthought, i do not want my Prince Charming to be a necrophile.
HA. how completely nonsensical of her. now you know what our conversations encompass half the time.
yesterday, mich compared all of us to Disney characters and we're gonna have a Disney day some day. she associated me with Snow White. well, it's not because i have those snow white skin and beautiful rose red lips, but because i like small people (notably kids) and i probably can fit into the short dwarf-sh home. the first part makes it sound like i'm paedophilic which i absolutely am not though i'm fond of kids. and well, the only familiarity between me and Snow White is that i like apples too. on an afterthought, i do not want my Prince Charming to be a necrophile.
HA. how completely nonsensical of her. now you know what our conversations encompass half the time.
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Monday, August 14, 2006
you give me fever.
sexuality is more than appearances and attraction is more complicated than we think it be.
i need something to tear me away from that beady eyes and piercing stare.
i'm glad i'm going for Econs tuition although it means travelling 3 hours each time just to get there and back, risk losing my way in unfamiliar Bishan in the middle of the night and that i'm paying for the fees out of my own pocket. i tried to convince my mum that it would be good investment for her future but she refuted me and insisted that it is for my own future. i guess i'll have to give it a shot. at least i'm trying.
thanks Lester, for the box of markers! they're absolutely lovely. (:
i need something to tear me away from that beady eyes and piercing stare.
i'm glad i'm going for Econs tuition although it means travelling 3 hours each time just to get there and back, risk losing my way in unfamiliar Bishan in the middle of the night and that i'm paying for the fees out of my own pocket. i tried to convince my mum that it would be good investment for her future but she refuted me and insisted that it is for my own future. i guess i'll have to give it a shot. at least i'm trying.
thanks Lester, for the box of markers! they're absolutely lovely. (:
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Friday, August 11, 2006
buckets of rain
BLOCK TEST 2
Lit - B
Hist - E
Econs - D
no. that does not just spell BED. it spells "screwed up" as well. maybe i should just lie in bed and not make those futile attempts to get out.
i wonder if one day i'll become completely eccentric and push all the buttons in the lift.
Lit - B
Hist - E
Econs - D
no. that does not just spell BED. it spells "screwed up" as well. maybe i should just lie in bed and not make those futile attempts to get out.
i wonder if one day i'll become completely eccentric and push all the buttons in the lift.
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
goodbye town
you're my sweetest downfall.
i went for the newspaper collection after much contemplation. it was after all supposed to be a class effort and i'm glad i fulfilled my part. and i didnt regret dragging my ass all the way down to the remote potong pasir, not before timing my entrance so that i would not have to bear with the traditional and usually awfully long National Day speech.
we spent the time given to us for breakfast at the playground playing on the swings. it was good bonding time (not so much for the rest of the class as it is evident they dont need it as much as i do). now i have a video of joel and daiwei on the swings. with daiwei demonstrating his lack of childhood. haa.
jeremy's my newspaper buddy. i stole him from vicks. the residents were really amicable. a topless man with a cigarette in his hand gestured for us to go into his hse to get the papers ourselves but he turned out to be really nice. another complained about the lack of upgrades on the flats cause of the absence of the presence of the PAP. a few flats were creepy but i guess that's just normal.
prelims are less than 3 weeks away!
i went for the newspaper collection after much contemplation. it was after all supposed to be a class effort and i'm glad i fulfilled my part. and i didnt regret dragging my ass all the way down to the remote potong pasir, not before timing my entrance so that i would not have to bear with the traditional and usually awfully long National Day speech.
we spent the time given to us for breakfast at the playground playing on the swings. it was good bonding time (not so much for the rest of the class as it is evident they dont need it as much as i do). now i have a video of joel and daiwei on the swings. with daiwei demonstrating his lack of childhood. haa.
jeremy's my newspaper buddy. i stole him from vicks. the residents were really amicable. a topless man with a cigarette in his hand gestured for us to go into his hse to get the papers ourselves but he turned out to be really nice. another complained about the lack of upgrades on the flats cause of the absence of the presence of the PAP. a few flats were creepy but i guess that's just normal.
prelims are less than 3 weeks away!
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
extricating from madness
it was a great day spent just chilling out and indulging in food.
nic & i explored toy r us, looking for my hoops and he bought me some sweet candy thingy that i've never had before and i definitely didnt regret it. thereafter, we had a Banna Boat from Yami Yoghurt which was really yummy although they had ran out of most of the fruits so we had to make do just a banana, peaches and kiwis. but still, it was sweet. (:
this is my break from all the shit life's been dishing out. best of all, i know that some people will always be there for me and that basically makes everything seem less nasty.
nic & i explored toy r us, looking for my hoops and he bought me some sweet candy thingy that i've never had before and i definitely didnt regret it. thereafter, we had a Banna Boat from Yami Yoghurt which was really yummy although they had ran out of most of the fruits so we had to make do just a banana, peaches and kiwis. but still, it was sweet. (:
this is my break from all the shit life's been dishing out. best of all, i know that some people will always be there for me and that basically makes everything seem less nasty.
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
stupid cupid
cupid went on a wildfire,
a crazy rampage.
missing its marked targets and shooting those who do not wish to be shot.
a crazy rampage.
missing its marked targets and shooting those who do not wish to be shot.
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
it's stormy in here
just got home from dinner at cafe cartel.
shall make my wishes just before the day ends.
and thank you all who remembered and bothered. it really matters a lot to me.
esp. to nic and jl who had to take all my crap. and mich, for her shoulder for my irrational outburst which was really uncalled for esp. when i was in full view of many people.
i'm happy. i swear.
shall make my wishes just before the day ends.
and thank you all who remembered and bothered. it really matters a lot to me.
esp. to nic and jl who had to take all my crap. and mich, for her shoulder for my irrational outburst which was really uncalled for esp. when i was in full view of many people.
i'm happy. i swear.
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