i need something, just something to bridge the
chasmboy am i glad for this temporary reprieve (from that something quite ominous). after tmr evening, after a nice time at vivo city, it would be back to my notes.
this week has been trying, with papers everyday. but i'm glad it's almost over although i'm well aware of the high possibility i'll have to go through all these again. all through this period, i'm most thankful for my lovely girls, zhihan, jeremy who occasionally asks how i'm doing and lester for his random phone calls and his equally random quoting of Shakespeare and Chaucer. i dont know how i would have gone through this crap. i'm not exaggerating here.
many nights of staying up til the wee hours with futile attempts to study, drifting from my notes to many unrestrained thoughts and then dreaming of dreams where it was painful to stay asleep in or wake up from. (it makes reality seem surreal and wishes for dreams to be real)
and a trip to the doctor's just made me feel worse.
and, i cant believe the 2years in A11 is over just like that. it seems extremely short and i'm going to miss it all.