i had a myriad of dreams last night. it wasnt just a few simple dreams, the usual dreams that seem so real. these were just totally unrelated and perplexing.
there was something about New Year and a new house and an old friend coming to visit on a bike, then something about playing in a basketball match(that's is seriously disturbing), and the most vivid of all,
dreaming of trying to make him stay. what i never did when i could. but in the dream, it didnt work, no matter how hard i tried. there was someone else calling him.
i awoke with tears in my eyes. i dont know whether to hope if it reflects reality. but i really dont wish to care.