i trust my own judgement. if you have been someone who has been there for me when i needed you, have never let me down, i dont care what they've heard or what they've heard from people who have heard. you are a friend and a good one too.
been listening to
The Lucksmiths' There Is A Light That Never Goes Out. the original's by
The Smiths so this is just a cover version. but anyhow, they're both great music. the lucksmiths effectively mask these heartbreaking lyrics with their cheerful tune and make this song just too perfect. (to my ears that is)
And if a double decker bus crashes into us
To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten ton truck kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine
Take me out tonight
Take me anywhere, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
And in a darkened under-pass
I thought, oh God, my chance has come at last
But then a strange fear gripped me, and I just couldn't ask
when old songs are rampant and excruciating to the ears (they used to play in those adolescent years when hopes were high and so was love)i thought i've gotten past it all but why do i still have those screwed up dreams?