Here comes my baby, here she comes now
- cat stevens
random thoughts :
- i hate travelators (esp. those that go downward. they make me feel like i'm falling)
- i like small kids
- i dont believe in conformity
- i laugh at gay blogs
- the Singapore Prime Minister earns US$1 million a year!
- i cut my hair. myself. when i'm unhappy
- i think my eyes are too far away from my mouth
- i am going to donate my organs when i die. i hope they dont realise that they're stunted or something
- i hate it when others try to impose their mindsets/views on me
- i hate ah bengs
well, i was disturbed by a bunch of ah bengs on my way home. annoying shitheads.
i feel tired. from the lack of sleep but still, i refuse to give myself that bit of time, tossing and turning in bed til i fall asleep, afraid of the thoughts that surround me. so, i wait til i'm really tired before retreating for the day.
not only that. but i've been rather critical, asocial and overly sensitive. i get mad so easily and i avoid interacting with people. i need some change and the chiding from a particular history teacher and the horribly done history test definitely doesnt help.
we got back our journals today. this is what my civics tutor wrote "you are someone with a lot of promise... sometimes setbacks do get you down, but dont let them beat you- you are bigger than that" and "stay positive, like attracts likes, and you are such a sweet and sensible person." that just makes me sound so harmless and insipid. but she's been really encouraging recently and i really appreciate that. and i know everything will work out.