is there really a void in our lives that we fill up with shopping and good food? i really dont know. but apparently, our actions have proven that.
we have icecream when we're sad. we go shopping when we want to get away from everything else. we make lists to occupy ourselves, to have something to look forward to.
we made lists of russian names, porn star names, cheena english names etc etc and even communist names for all 4 of us. it was hilarious. we made a list of places we want to go, restaurants we wish to visit and many more. it made us happy and that is all that matters.
we ran out of school today. out the gate when the guard left and across the bridge. we screamed " FREE! FREE! FREE!" when we got out.
talked to D. the last time we had a proper conversation was last year and well, we were still feeling the effects of the past. and he messaged me on new year's day to apologize but i didnt know how to respond, so i didnt.
D : just want to know what have u been doing. its been a very long time since we last spokeme : well, i dont know where to startD : just start from anywhere u want.i will listenwe talked abt sch, him going for NS.
D : wld he come back?D : did u try to stop him from leaving?D : try to make him come back when he left?he apologised again for what happened in the past. and i told him to not talk abt it. it doesnt hurt anymore and i'm glad it's over. i was too easily taken in and it was a lesson that i'll never forget. it cost me too much.