i swear the rainbow this morning was a facade of hope.
i was glad it rained although we almost got stranded at the most remotely remote potong pasir mrt. but that would have prevented the happening of so much bullshit. i spotted the rainbow in the sky, as though it was a backdrop to the school, hinting of some hope. (what an irony). i saw it as a sign, but it turned out to be a completely foolish idea.
you cant imagine how much crap we're getting. and the worst of all, we're paying them to get all the bullshit.
i'm tired. not only that, i feel crappy, peevish and annoyed with every single thing that has happened. i lied to Zh when i said, "nah, i'm just tired." maybe tiredness is just the prologue to everything else.
this was in my head when i was running :
"everything is as its always been, this never happened,
don't take it too bad, it's nothing you did.
just once something dies, you can't make it live.
i had thought they were some oldie band when i first heard vic talk about them.
honestly, i wldnt be going to school if not for vic, des and mich.
and i should be studying for econs now. if only i know where to start.
on the bright side,
i love my class. especially daiwei and jeremy for their company today and the rest for all their support. (:
jer asked if i wld marry him. how totally adorable. (: