i went hysterical momentarily yesterday. i swore and screamed at everything, then i broke down and cried. right there, at potong pasir mrt.
i must have seemed extremely insane in the eyes of my fellow saints.
things havent been good.
according to Zh, i slashed out at him. well, maybe i did.
mich hugged me and Dm tried to cheer me up. and i did feel better, after caramel coffee at starbucks, although i snapped at the guy who served me cause he gave me whipped cream when i had specifically asked for none.
he called when i was attempting econs essay outlines and i unloaded on him instead, ignoring the debate on trade versus protectionism. he thought not seeing me for 2 days is a very long time. and well, i chose protectionism.
we played
"shoot, shag & marry" countless times. it's utterly amusing. most times, we chose the same options for each category. we even picked females.
we joked about the alliteration in "Bomb in a Bible" and "Fast Frozen Food" on the way back to school, in the rain. it's was questionable why we braved the rain to go back to that place for that man but maybe we just wanted to prove that we were making an effort.
carousal & carousel, both's intoxicating, just differently. one with alcohol and the other with speed.