Les Romanesques

Sunday, March 26, 2006

so much for love

so much for love
guess i've been wrong
but it's all right
cuz i'm moving on
i've got my car all packed with cassette tapes
and sweaters and loose change and cheap cigarettes
i'm gonna drive through the hills
with my hand out the window
and sing 'til i run out of words
i'm gonna stop at every truck stop
make small talk with waiters and truck driving men
i'm gonna fall asleep in the back seat
with no one around but me and my friends

it's gonna be so grand
it's gonna be just like my wedding day

i've had enough of love
it feels good to give up
so good to be good to myself
i'm gonna get on the highway with no destination
and plenty of vision in mind
and i'm gonna drive to the ocean
go skinny dipping
blow kisses to venus and mars
i'm gonna stop at every bar
and flirt with the cowboys in front their girlfriends

it's gonna be so grand
it's gonna be just like my wedding day

so much for love
i guess i've been wrong
but it's all right cuz i'm moving on
i'm gonna drive over hills
over mountains and canyons
and boys that keep bringin me down
i'm gonna drive under skyline and sunshine
drink good wine in vineyards
and get asked to dance
i'm gonna be carefree and let nothing pass me by
never ever again

that is simply amusing. i'm surprised at the way i'm feeling now. i really am. suddenly everything just seems different. i'm back. And better than before.

spent the day with vicki and des. mich was missing in action. we tried on pretty dresses and sexy shoes, talked about everything and anything under the sun. dropped by diesel. more to see the boy than the cheerful coloured clothes.

i thought my day would end early but well, met vicki's friends, raymond, jackson and micheal(i think that's his name). they gave us a treat at boat quay. they really are friendly jolly people as described by vic. and coincidentally, micheal stays 3 blocks away from me. what a small world. raymond was so nice as to send me home. and boy am i glad. cause i have no idea how to get home from there and i didnt realise it was pretty late already.

well, my day didnt end as early as i thought it would. and it ended as great as how every day i spend with them would. (:

there's so much to look forward to and so much to work towards and i know i can.

thinking about that day. we broached the subject of homosexuality, and lesbianism, all of a sudden, it doesnt sound like such a blasphemy anymore. who makes rules in our lives, ourselves. so, why should we be held back by what others think of us?

i cant wait for us to turn 18, get a legal ID, obtain our licenses and drive down the streets singing at the top of our lungs.

12:52 AM;
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