what a wonderful day. i was stranded. the bus broke down.
i was standing by the side of the road, wishing for my knight in shining armour(or a convertible will do) to stop right there in front of me.
a rescue, a salvation.
of course, i didnt happen.
everything's been fine. just a quarel in class yesterday, staying on the bus cause i didnt want to get off to walk that same route, listening to some pri sch girl talk abt her disdain for a certain sch, not studying for a history test and today, a confrontation that scared the shit outta me, concerned friends and vicki's "heart for beautiful jiemin" drawn in purple.
chinese & PW results will be out tmr. i mean, everything's going to be fine right?
looking back, maybe things wldnt be this bad if i didnt keep it inside.
they always asked "who can u see yourself loving" and no names or faces wld come to mind. til the time comes, i'll walk away from this inner desolation and get lost in the world around me.
i need to get away. like Jamie. get drunk, get high and be cynical.
alcohol liberates you, releases all the emotions that you hide inside, emotions that you try to deny existed.